insight suck

I go weaker by the minute...
Try my hardest to keep up the well rehearsed facade, even when I know others can see right through me.
Don't wanna talk, they won't understand anyway.
They world is filled with wise-guys, but none that can take away that one feeling.

I run, that's what I'm good at.. one of 3 things in life i manage, but this time I'm stuck!
Can't seem to go further, no matter how hard i try.. EVERY FUCKING DAY I try.
It's like I'm waking up the same day, over and over and over again, and it just won't stop.
I cant break down, I'm not even sure i have that much feelings left in me.. all my energy is consumed.
I do the right thing, I yell and I scream when I need to, but besides that.. I'm always looking out for the best.
That's why its always ME ending up a mess.

Only this time I'm really fucked, and there's just no way out of it.. nowhere to run to.


It won't be over til' i say so..

FUCK YOU!