getting there;P

i'm starting to get a bit anxious now, not that i'm looking forward to the trip, but 5 weeks in paradice yum yum

as i was reminded that i have some friends living in Gothenburg, my phone's been working a bit and I managed to get a hold of atl. 1 of em, gonna have some coffee and talk some crap while i wait for the bus to take me to the airport:) to bad she can join me for 7 hours in madrid also:/

Been high and low the last couple of days, feels like i havn't been home for a week, but then again, i was home for 3hours or something this saturday, then off again.
The kiddo came yesterday, and now he's lying sick in the sofa.. no matter how sorry i feel for him, i hope i don't catch it.

was sick the last time in Spain, had a cold from hell, that wasn't fun:/

Just ordered food here, I never remember to eat these days, but somehow, i don't loose any weight either.. hmmph
maybe i'm sleepwalking or something, cos i can't say that i'm hungry^^

Got a letter in the mail today, not a friendly one.. bah
i owe money to the strangest companys, and now they want to take my money, so now i have to pursuade them not to, or i'll be stuck in spain, haha

ofc, i'd like to pay em back, but since i'm out of work from june 14th, that's gonna be a bit hard.. just hope they realize that much and actually will give me a call before they do something.
i'll keep my fingers x-ed

and the other letter i've been waiting for the last 7 days.. havn't arrived yet, big suprise.. not
my boss promised me i'd have it before i went away, cos she herself is on vacation now..
if i don't get that piece of paper, im screwed, and back to relying on others to get by.

hope it doesnt take to long to find a new job when i come back, or this is gonna be a fucked up summer.
if only that letter would have arrived in 1 month instead!!!!!!!


gonna wait for my food now.. laters