stop!

I need to stop caring so frickin' much.

I need to stop getting worked up every time i don't hear from him, or when he doesn't answer his phone.

It feels like my heart is ripped out, and I'm so scared that something has happened to him.
The only reason I can think of, is that I'm to far away to know he's OK.

I need to to realize nothing's going to happen to him, only because we don't speak on the phone this very second.
I know we're tight, but come on, it's not like an psychic and actually can feel when something ain't right with him..

Right?

I miss him, every day, every second.. for the last 13 years I've missed him....