she's back!

i'm home again.. been a really great month with lots and lots of nasty behavior and such:)
and I had a trip to denmark also, atl for a few hours, but fun enough

now I need a new job, I need money or I'm fucked.. more than usually.
Moving next week, it's gonna be great being by myself again.. and in this town:P
it's all or nothing I suppose, if I can't stand it, I'll be off to some other crappy town instead.

Spain seem to far fetched atm, noone will ever hire me down there, they think I'm a freak with tattoos:/
If I'm to work there, I need to get my own machines pretty soon, cos if I do, I can make my living of that..

pretty beat today, got wasted last night.. I mean really wasted!
I suck as a human being, I should have been a beast of some kind:(
atm, the only thing I'm good at is getting drunk....

now... I'm tired.. laters

xoxox