Kill??

I'm sooo bad at doing things the right way..
took the day off (been doin alot of that lately) and went to the other flat.
Pia and I actullay managed to make some difference in what I'm saving and not, though everything I say "throw away" on, she says, "then I'll save it for you"^^

Feels sad giving stuff up thats been with me since I moved by myself.. that was in 1997, so 10 years worth of crap, memories and even more crap, really got to me on some stuff.
The most importatnt stuff saving is still my records though..
Jim was kind enough to mess up 2 of my singles by drowning them in red wine.. yupp, I'm really happy about that:(

wish I could have done all this sooner, well.. atl before Jim found a new girlfriend and practically moved in with her^^, would have been so much easier if he was home and helped me move the stuff to his storage..
and the fact that he just went *poff*, seems annoyed with me even asking a tiny question, and don't seem to care that he's loosing one of his best friends..(and I maybe the only one he's got left).
I see that he's busy and all, with a new girlfriend, work is kinda messed up with new hours.. but I wont be here forever, I AM leaving Sweden for good maybe as soon as June.. and I dont want these last 4-5 years to be something I look back on thinking they where a waste.. as fof now.. I'm really beginning to feel that way.

ahhh.. fuck this.. I'm to pissed off to write anything decent anyways..